Often Heart is a silly Thing..
It Always Acts In Haste And Repents
In leisure...
I Had got down and Ned had continued his journey...
promising to keep in touch through miles and all the tough times...
"Promises must be kept.." I remembered saying to him as we bid a good-bye at the early hours of the day..
I had reached my hostel only to know that the classes had been called off due to a local riot..
'So much for all the early arrival..' I thought as I took a shower...
Coming back into my room.. I changed and looked at myself in the mirror..
What I saw wasn't me at all..
I Could see myself as the better half of a guy.. Loaded with responsibilities..
But, Of course Bonded With Love...
I remembered every love quote I had ever came across in my life till that day...
How I would rest on his shoulders, watching sunsets..
How I would wake him up in the morning..
How it would feel having him in my life..
How Proud would I feel When he shows me as his girl..
And..
I put on a very thoughtful look on my face and an finger over my nose..
Suddenly, all smiles seemed to have vanished from my face...
I Looked again at my image
and thought:
'Wait a sec, Ann... That also means I have to bear his kids... OH MY GOD!!
Oh, And Those silly stupid cutie-pies sweety's.. love u's miss u's Oh honey what would i not do to meet u now.. And All crap!
I was walking furiously across my room.. "Shit, why didn't it occur to me before, God, Tell me why??"
I suddenly threw my hands in mid-air and remembered what my bro had told me "For a guy how much ever you speak about love, commitment and marriage, physical love is what comes to their head first.. And you cannot deny it.. It is not bad sis, We feel that Through a touch we can undeniably say a million things, that your tonnes and tonnes of greetings and poems fail to convey!!"
'Wait A Minute...' I Thought Again putting on a thinking cap.. 'Well, I Didn't think about physical frankly.. Will I be comfortable...?'
One sec I Thought, The next moment I threw Myself Back... 'Hell No!!!!!!'
And Then Sarah's lecture came to my head... "When you say u love someone, do it whole-heartedly, there is no point in saying you like him.. and the adding that you don't trust him enough to say what you feel and what you are comfortable with..."
Thinking about it now, I felt she had a very good point... I smiled..
'Probably, I'm just over-reacting...' I thought and laughed...
His smiling face came into my head...
I Blushed and hugged my pillow... And thought:
'So much for all the tomboyish fights!!!!' And was silently laughing to myself....
Often Heart is a silly Thing..
It Always Acts In Haste And Repents
In leisure...
3 comments:
Good One! Continue ! :)
good one...talking to oneself, signs of madness erm i mean falling in love :D
@aravind : surely ll do :)
@fatima.. madness...lol :)
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